The journey back to my wings!

It's been quite the past few weeks and it's finally over. Tomorrow as I head to my last audition before heading to Texas for Christmas I close the door on this era figuratively and literally. I will leave my keys on the counter say one final prayer of gratitude for all this beautiful home gifted me for the past eleven years, open the door and step into the unknown. A friend reminded me recently in her words that there is a lot of world to see outside my door so as usual I am going to wait for the sign and allow God and the universe to guide into the what next. Standing in the hallway means the next few weeks may get a little dark but I am no stranger to the darkness and I am also no stranger to the flashlights that appear on time to shed light through the unknown through their words and actions.

I can definitely say that last night as I heard the following song my heart filled with hope.

The lyrics ignited such a fire of hope within me reminding me of all I have yet to live and am about to live. Of all the signs have been pointing to. I know I say it often but its truly magical. I had to "loose" it ALL to gain this and I would do it all over again just as I had to in order to get to where I am going. A place where the streets are new to me, where the sun will rise, and my heart will breathe again. I will smile and laugh like I always have and more. I am ready, I claimed it, I created it and I will embrace it all. The time has come. I have made my journey back to my wings. I leave the weight of the past where it belongs and go forth and prosper. I will live my dreams and then some. I leave room for God to exceed my expectations and I am open to what life has for me. I AM HOPE!

I am so grateful for the ability to learn what truly matters on this journey back to my wings. I am grateful for every thing this past brought and took. I am grateful for my tears, my cries, my laughs, my disapppoinments, my hopes, my dreams, my detours, my love for myself, my love for life and you and my ability to never stop believing that the reason behind every journey and its lessons does eventually reveal itself. I feel the sunlight on my face again. I will embrace it, I will no longer fear that it will disappear too soon. I will simply enjoy it while its present. I will stay present. I am ready. I am ready!!!

Off to see the world I go as there is quite a lot of world to see. I travel lighter now as LOVE is all I need. I travel through and into the unknown to face myself, God, the universe and its magic. I fly. I fly because I believe I can and because you have faith in me. I will soar once more. I will let Neil, my dad and other angels be the air that lifts me beyond my expectations. I will be the woman I came to be. I will dream aloud everyday more and more. I will share with you like I always have this journey back to my wings. It's time. Once again I can fly so off I go........

God this one if for you! Thank you for doing for me what I couldn't do for myself. Thank you for giving me the strength and faith to take the leap of faith. Thank you for the light and its timing. I AM BLESSED! I AM GRATEFUL! I AM READY! MY WINGS ARE BACK! "I get wings to fly, I'm alive!" Show me your world! I am ready for you here on Earth through the light. I deserve it. I am worthy. ;-) THANK YOU FOR CALLING ON ME AND TRUSTING ME SO MUCH!